Unbosoming's!

Here are my unbosoming's from life!


I haven't written for a while. Well, I wrote quite few posts in my blog, but, they are for blog's purpose. Just not to get out of the practice of writing.

I haven't written for a while from heart. Today, I am going to. Whatever comes in my head, right now.

Well, I'm starting to love physics and mathematics, like a mad person. I'm more interested in every minute detail of every formula that is existing in this universe. I'm more curious than ever before about our universe.

Another interesting story is that I'm stuck with the number '43'. I could see the number wherever I go, wherever I see. First, it annoyed me! 'Cuz its in the human nature, we can't easily accept a sudden recurrent change in our life, can we? NO! So, I took time. Very long time. 43 made me angry,happy,sad,curious. Why the hell I come across only that number in this whole world? Well, I'm going to find the perfect answer some day. May be, I found? Is it because of Fibonocci sequence? J.C. Maxwell's explanation? Um..do let me know, if you know!

I find myself happy now-a-days, if I go out with someone. If I'm doing some work. If I'm curious about something. But, I'm not happy by just sitting idle and thinking unnecessary thoughts(like i did few months back!). Why? How did I change my behavior all of a sudden? How did i became so studious curious girl? Is this because of losing a person in my life? Is this called realization? Or some sort of realization?

I don't feel anything. Yes! I don't feel anything, when someone says that they love me. When someone cries for me. When someone scolds me. When someone surprises me. In short, I don't feel any natural feeling. Why? Is this a mental illness? Am I cut off from something which is very important? What is that, then?

I'm not interested in sharing personal things. Why ofcourse, I was never interested in sharing personal things or sad things with my friends. Its better not to say anything to anyone and forget about it than disclosing all the worries of my life to them, which adds more 'moody' label on me. Well, now-a-days.. I'm not sharing not only personal things, but also anything in my life to anyone! Take gossips, I'm not at all interested in them. Whereas, I was interested few months back. Why not now? What happened to me? Am I a grown up now? Well, may be... or may not be! I'm more interested in productive things!

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There Ends my Unbosoming's!

French Classes!

French classes, came to an end!

I started taking french classes, as it is my second language. First few days, it was easy to remember few words, but gradually it became difficult to add new vocabulary to my brain. Well, I love the pronunciation of the words, though. Learning a new language is a challenge to me and it refreshes me from other stress in my life.

I completed my first session in french. I'm in a dilemma whether to continue till 3rd session or not.

Six Word Saturday

Lost 4.4 pounds in 3 weeks!

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On 1st January of 2012, I made a resolution of losing at least 11 pounds. But, I didn't get time to work out. So, I changed my schedule and took an hour to keep my promise.

Surprisingly, I lost 4.4 pounds in last 3 weeks. Its a small achievement, but made me happy! :D

Now, I'm concentrating on my diet which includes lots of fruits and non-fat dishes.

I'm starting my day at 5.30 in the morning, which was hard at first, but I could overcome my laziness as time passed! :D

My gym instructor told me that I don't contain much of fat but I have lot of muscle at unnecessary places :( 

As of now, I weigh 132 pounds!

My actual goal is to maintain 110 pounds.

I wanna continue my workouts till I get a constant weight, which doesn't increase 'just like that' if i eat a burger or pizza!

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Have a happy weekend! 

xx

Classy look for this festive season!

Well, Well, Well...

Indiblogger is back again with a new contest with shoppersstop.com as its partner!

For this festive season, I did some online shopping on Shoppers Stop.com !

It is a tough thing for a girl to choose from many beautiful apparels and jeweler's!

Although, I found some of them which caught my eyes. Wish I could get them for real! :D

Here, I present my selection for this festive season, for both girls and boys!

Comment on them!

Click on the picture to enlarge it!

1)Not only the traditional Saree, but also Churidhar makes a girl look exceptionally simple and beautiful! Especially for those who are between 18-25 years. And this 'Rosy' colored Churidhar is one among them!

2)'Love' shaped pendant, a fine jewel which adds beauty to a girl's neck!

3)Small hanging earrings!

4)An artificial, yet a beautiful Silvery Ring for a girl's long fingers!

5)Simple Chain Bracelet, dancing on the wrist of a girl's hand!

6)A wallet is always handy for a girl! ;)

7)Calvin Klein, we are never complete without a beautiful fragrance!

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1)Kurta-Pyjama is the most classical look for men on festivals!

2)This maroon colored stole makes a man more handsome!

3)Matching Jutis for this dress, gives a royal look!

4)Classic Silver watch!

5)Calvin Klein Blue, a cool fragrance on a festive season!

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So this completes my ensemble for this festive season!

Visit shoppersstop.com for more details.

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P.S: Click on the links to go to respective links. 

P.P.S: Belated Happy Diwali to my lovely readers!

Bits of my life!

Tanned innocence, broken heart.

The past always haunts!

Untold stories from life, un-confessed pain in heart.

The Never-ending love!

Sleepless nights, dreams full of hopes.

The “cheerful-crying” eyes.

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..Again..

Fell into darkness

..again..

Will this pain of love ever end?

Feeling void

..again..

Don’t I deserve to be loved?

Disregarded by my own people

..again..

Are there no limits for betrayal?

Promises are broken

..again..

Will I ever hear a truth in my life?

-Grass-

Under the sunshine;

Thoughts like dew drops, On

 tickling green grass!

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Written for Haiku Heights

The Silence!

Oh God!! It’s been a very long time, ver very long time since I visited my own blog. If my blog were a person, it would never excuse me for neglecting it soo much! I’m so sorry my darling…

I miss my readers too! Probably, even they gave upon me for I’m not caring to write anything. To be honest, there are a pile of reasons for my neglect. I’ll tell you one by one.

I was having exams! That was the most terrible time in my life (last 6 months). I was never in such stress due to exams. However, I completed my boards in march and secured 84%. Isn’t it enough? Oh, its too much for me as I didn’t concentrate on boards. I was studying for competitive exams. I wrote my IIT exam in April. My center was in a local engg. College. It was a good location and I enjoyed nature there. I wrote the exam well, actually not upto the mark. It means I didn’t secure any rank in IIT. Then, I wrote my EAMCET in which I got 60,000+ rank. Then, AIEEE and BITS. I didn’t write them well. I disappointed my parents terribly. You have no idea how those situations changed me! Suddenly, I felt utter fuilt for my neglect towards studies. I agree that I did not show much interest in studies. I was just floating.

But, one can’t help it. I’m in my teens!! You can imagine my terrible mind, then. I have interest towards computers, so naturally I had a question mark of “Why should I study chemistry to pursue computer science in future?”. So, I neglected the whole subject! Of course, still I don’t understand it completely! That’s how Indian education is! As I said, one can’t help it.

Another reason for my silence is, I lost my love.

I joined in Osmania University, where I met people with whom I can talk as much as I can. They are all cheerful. I also joined in certification course for English in O.U. That’s making me a bright girl everyday! I’m slowly turning to extrovert. I’m also taking course in French language. Thus, I could get out of my despair.

So, these are the reasons for my not-being-available-on-blog.

I hope, my readers would come back again and visit often. I’m looking forward to write more!

P.S: I’m longing to be heard by people now-a-days (Seriously, I was never like this!). Hang on!

As time passes...

As time passes,

Words collapse, silence prevails

Truth hurts, Lies unveil

Love happens, Hatred vanishes

People change, Memories fade

Wounds heal, Scars remain

Pain is inevitable, Suffering is optional.

As time passes,

Anger turns into endless tears

Loneliness turns into defiance

Darkness turns into void

Thoughts turn into actions

Song turns into a continuous hum

Life turns into a package of mystery!

As time passes,

Everything seems like an illusion.

Everything seems like a mere dream.

Glimpse of my world!

Listen to my song,

Which is tuned with happiness.

Watch me dancing,

Every step with ecstasy.

Gaze at my paintings,

Colored with my dreams.

Glimpse while I’m smiling,

A curve which makes me complete.

Glance at my writings,

Hidden sorrow behind every word!

Freedom 'from' or Freedom 'for' ??

I was a caged parrot.

Spent many lonely days, gloomy nights looking at the sky.

Desiring for Freedom on one fine day.

People used to talk with me, for fun.

Nobody cared about my feelings.

They just took responsibility to feed me everyday.

Sometimes, I’m pleased by seeing their smiles because of me.

But, I was gloomy that no one can make me smile.

I was fighting freedom ‘from’.

I don’t know how the world is.

But, I desire for freedom.

Now, that I got freedom after struggling, after getting a bit old.

I took a wing to everywhere, to every beautiful place.

I flied to the top of mountains, almost touched the sky.

I rejoiced flying in forests.

I made new pals and also cruel foes.

No one took responsibility of me.

Everyone was selfish and mean in this cruel little world.

All these days, I fought freedom ‘from’.

But now, I don’t know what I’m going to do with this freedom.

I’m left alone. I’m tired of flying.

No one is worried about me.

No one is ready to give free meals for me.

It is hard to fight freedom ‘from’.

It is harder to survive, if you don’t know what this freedom is ‘for’. 
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P.S: It's important for you to know about what you are going to do with your freedom. Or else, you will feel cursed. 

P.P.S: I'm sure, that I'll find it soon! ^_^

BlackOut!

From many days, I was trying to make a Black-Out poetry!

Although, this is no poetry.. but, i think it makes some sense! 

So, don't you think that, School days are actually happy ?

Drawings!!

Drawing is my another favorite hobby!

I wish I could be a star at night..and Imagine someone could see me with delight!! -Sri Valli

The more..I am happy.. The more..I cannot express it!!

Six Word Saturday!

Meanwhile, Eager to learn new things!

I always have this thirst to learn new things. It can be any kind of art or hobby or instrumental music or whatever .. which makes me happy and content!

This week, I clicked a photograph!

It was raining and also a sunset at the same time. I loved the atmosphere!

Experiments!

Finally .. I have tried something new! :D

I call it as.. Word-Art.

I don't know any particular name for this. If you know, please comment about it! :)

'Falling IN love'
You can see that 'IN' is highlighted :)

'Pieces of my broken heart' 

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Sleeping Beauty..

Pencil drawing .. after many days!

I thought I could draw a pic of how a boy looks at a girl's face..when she is asleep! :)

xx And, I kinda love that feeling xx

If only...

Feelings which cannot be expressed,

Ideas which cannot be executed,

Stories which are un-heard,

Words which are un-spoken,

Beauty which is not witnessed,

Truth which is not heeded,

Love which is confined,

Hatred which is detested,

Freedom which is not given,

Elation which is not felt,

Bliss which is missing,

Gloom which is a part of existence!

If only I could change these things,

Then, I wouldn’t be dreaming about changing these things!

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This post is an official entry for Stayfree's Time to Change hosted by Indiblogger

Look at our Educational System!

The picture says it all!

Since ages, as far as ‘I’ suppose, there is no progress in our Educational system. Children continue carrying loads of books on their back. They do not have any enthusiasm in learning things. Teachers keep on saying the theory, rather than , teaching the concepts in-practical. How long will it go? How long the children have to carry this burden?

“Taare Zameen Par” is the best example of how a typical child feels about the education. I’m not going to blame every teacher or every school/college for adopting this BAD system. But, I’m questioning that, why should we go and participate in such rat races? Why the children are not getting up early in the morning to learn something new?

It is good when we have a rivalry between two people about their knowledge. But, it is seriously a BIG mistake if there is a competition between their grades or marks! In most of the schools, the knowledge is measured with a scale called “grades”. Every single child has their own specific talent in some field!

Once, Einstein said, “Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.” How true it is! Not only IITians or MBBS students have the ability to feed their family. I pity that Education is merely used to do job and earn money for family. Education should be enjoyed in every stage of our life.

There is no age limit to ‘learn’ or ‘teach’ something. Rabindranath Tagore started painting in 1924 at the prime age of 63. Isn’t it amazing, how great people enjoyed the essence of learning something?

Recently, I read an article in our local newspaper ‘EENADU’, in which they stated that .. they did some changes in Intermediate 1^st year and 2^nd year syllabus. They reduced 50-100 pages in their textbooks.

What do they mean by that? Do they think, we learn the subjects with ease if they reduce some topics from text book? That’s insane! Hmm…

I’m not going to give ideas or judge about how the Education system should develop. May be, because I don’t have the right to do so. I just raise my voice that learning among children must be a regular habit and they should enjoy each and every stage of their life with education.

I still wish to see such generation!

If I have the chance to change something, then .. that would definitely be about our “Educational System” !

This post is an Official entry for Stayfree's Time To Change hosted by IndiBlogger. 

6 Word Saturday!

Whole week, playing with my camera!

Oh yeaah! A post after a very long time! ^_^ Successfully completed all my exams. :D

So, here I am .. Playing with my camera the whole week! I always love to click photographs which please my eyes! For some info, My camera is of BenQ's company. It's a digital camera. Though, photographing is not my passion, it gives me immense pleasure! One of my favorite activity! I present you some photos here, which I clicked this week :) Hope you enjoy! 

Many times..I thought to photograph a candle with a dark background! And, here it is with a quote on it:  "Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that." - Martin Luther King. Jr.

It's Light Painting! Love: We feel it, Before we say it!

A droplet! I chose the camera settings with Max. shutter speed! I love the beauty of droplet! ^_^

"Psychedelic" 
On a clear CD, few water droplets are arranged on it .. and a light source was  focused on the droplets. Camera settings  are:- Manual Mode, with 15 sec's shutter speed and 4.3F! It is also part of Light Painting!

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I love to hear comments from you! Happy weekend readers! ^_^

Plenty of information; Starving for knowledge.

Plenty of information; Starving for knowledge.

As it is exams time, I’m surrounded with books all the time. The thing I observed this week is, we have an ample of information, but starving for knowledge. Incessantly, my lecturers teach us only theory part.. and we have to visualize most of the things. Wish, I had practical knowledge, than theory. Then, I would never leave my studies at my desk itself. Rather, I would discuss about the knowledge which I got and share it with everyone.

Dreaming about how the studies should be taught is kinda fun! ;)

A bit of my life!

…She continued saying, “My life is too plain to live. Therefore, I complicate things. I’ve my own secret room, which explains every bit of my life. I took photographs of strangers and made an album. I make a vision of dark forests and wild animals. Change is inevitable; the dream within you is eternal…”

P.S: This post is filed under Bluebell books

Poetry on Poetry!

Poetry,

A painting through words,

Seems like a tune of singing birds.

Straight from the heart,

Filled with beautiful emotions, a form of art!

Poetry,

A dance, to the rhythm of our soul.

Seems like a story, feelings rather than role.

A beautiful picture, which treasures our memories,

A mirror, which reflects the true side of our life series.

Poetry,

Like a dew in the morning,

Like a single drop on the flower, which is blossoming.

Like a song, with the lyrics of our heart.

It’s an extra beauty added to our feelings, a wonderful art!

~Madhumathi

Six Word Saturday!

At Home, Wondering, Dreaming, Planning, Living!

All this week, I was staying at home. One of the reason is my high fever which crossed 80 degree Celsius. Now, I'm feeling good. Another reason, I'm feeling void from so many days! So, lost in my random thoughts. Trying to write few lines. Planning for my exam schedule. Studies are just fine! Though, not up to the mark. Wish I could get that interest to study. Also, Living my very moment with the works I love to do. ♥♥

Readers, Stay Awesome! :)