Oh God!!
It’s been a very long time, ver very long time since I visited my own blog. If
my blog were a person, it would never excuse me for neglecting it soo much! I’m
so sorry my darling…
I miss my
readers too! Probably, even they gave upon me for I’m not caring to write
anything. To be honest, there are a pile of reasons for my neglect. I’ll tell
you one by one.
I was
having exams! That was the most terrible time in my life (last 6 months). I
was never in such stress due to exams. However, I completed my boards in march
and secured 84%. Isn’t it enough? Oh, its too much for me as I didn’t
concentrate on boards. I was studying for competitive exams. I wrote my IIT
exam in April. My center was in a local engg. College. It was a good location
and I enjoyed nature there. I wrote the exam well, actually not upto the mark.
It means I didn’t secure any rank in IIT. Then, I wrote my EAMCET in which I got
60,000+ rank. Then, AIEEE and BITS. I didn’t write them well. I disappointed my
parents terribly. You have no idea how those situations changed me! Suddenly, I
felt utter fuilt for my neglect towards studies. I agree that I did not show
much interest in studies. I was just floating.
But, one
can’t help it. I’m in my teens!! You can imagine my terrible mind, then. I have
interest towards computers, so naturally I had a question mark of “Why should I
study chemistry to pursue computer science in future?”. So, I neglected the
whole subject! Of course, still I don’t understand it completely! That’s how
Indian education is! As I said, one can’t help it.
Another
reason for my silence is, I lost my love.
I joined in
Osmania University, where I met people with whom I can
talk as much as I can. They are all cheerful. I also joined in certification
course for English in O.U. That’s making me a bright girl everyday! I’m slowly
turning to extrovert. I’m also taking course in French language. Thus, I could
get out of my despair.
So, these
are the reasons for my not-being-available-on-blog.
I hope, my
readers would come back again and visit often. I’m looking forward to write
more!
P.S: I’m
longing to be heard by people now-a-days (Seriously, I was never like this!).
Hang on!
