I had a chat with one of my facebook friend the other day. We were
chatting about our interests, hobbies and ambitions in our lives. I came to
know that he shares most of my interests and hobbies! I felt glad to meet such
a friend of similar tastes.
Other than science, I am also interested in things which a
girl is usually interested in. Things like drawing, painting, playing keyboard,
poetry, reading books, watching a lot of movies, swimming, riding a bicycle,
craft work like making our own jewellery from scraps of old jewellery and so
on…too many to list here. Every day another new interest which challenges my
brain or amuses me is added into the list. Sometimes, I feel like making few of
these hobbies as my career. Earn money by doing that hobby all my life. I want
to become a writer. A librarian, so that I can keep reading all my life, lost
in my own world with them. An artist, painting the reflection of a thought
coming to my mind or captured by my soul. Starting business related to
jewellery because a pretty woman always searches for something which
compliments her beauty. Sometimes, I want to become a nutritionist. I love to
own some acres of land and become a farmer from where I get most of my food
which is organic. I love to teach, so I want to become a teacher. I love to
travel, so I want to travel lot many places and want to teach as many students
as possible in different states of my country.
There are many hobbies which I want to do all my life! Such
things put me in confusion! I feel like, why do I even have these interests in
my life? I feel happy for I can do a lot of things. But, then it bugs me
because I have to leave most of them to pursue my chosen career after few years
and don’t find time to do most of the things which I want to do. I know I can
make some time for the things I want to do the most, but life doesn’t treat you
fairly always.
I am jealous of those people who have one goal to reach in
their life. I am jealous for they can put all the energy they have only to
achieve it and not getting distracted from other things. I am jealous of people
who have a clear vision about the thing which they feel as ‘life’ to them.
Wish, I had such clear vision to achieve something in particular,
an absolute one. But, NO! I don’t have an absolute thing to reach in my life. I
want to achieve many things, be many things in my life. I just wish, I knew the
way! I hope, time can give me the answer which I need.
