-Flooded Thoughts-

Lost in thoughts

When I start my day,

I think of you...

'Cause, your thought;

makes me smile!

When am alone,

I think of you...

'Cause, you were the person;

who erased my loneliness, in the past.

When I smile,

I think of you...

'Cause, few years back;

You were the only reason for my smile!

When I cry,

I think of you...

'Cause, no one else is;

worth of my tears.

When I pray,

I think of you...

'Cause of the few memorable moments;

when am happy being with you.

When I sing or listen to a love song,

I think of you...

'Cause,every word in those lyrics;

reminds you!

When I listen to a fairy-tale,

I think of you...

'Cause, I imagine you and me;

in the place of Prince and Princess <3

When I end my day,

I think of you...

'Cause, your thought;

makes me smile all the way!

I'm flooded with your thoughts,

I feel both;

happy and sad!

~Waiting for you~

P.S: I wish, you read this!

- Lost Love -

I sit alone,

Thinking about you..

Not about the present.

Its about past, the person you were.

Who told me, “I will never make you feel alone”

Ironically, I’m sitting alone, thinking about you.

About the person... I love the most!

It’s wrong to expect,

About the things which you don’t deserve.

May be, ‘Love’ is not meant for a girl like ‘Me’.

I expected, you would keep that promise..

Simultaneously, I was afraid that you will leave me alone one day.

Now,

I just hope. I just wish.

I know… I won’t be alive forever.

But, dear.. My love for you is never dead!

My life would be beautiful..if you are in that.

I would be much happier, if am alive in your thoughts.

Am I alive?

I love you! Now and Forever <3

P.S: I hope, you would come back to me..And shower the same love.

Yes, I will be the happiest girl ever <3

P.P.S: I’m missing you like hell! <3-- I mean it!

- Lonely -

I'm feeling lonely,

Just as before ..

I'm cursed by many..

I wanna shed tears when its rainy,

'Cause, I don't wanna be consoled again..

I don't want someone to leave me alone..

I don't need love filled with pity..

I can be ok alone..

And I cannot.. when someone come and go .. just as they wish..

Yeah, I'm alright.

With all the pain in my heart, 

I'm fighting again..

Against the pain..

But in vain..

Yeah, I'm just alright;

Or maybe.. I wanna be alright again!

P.S: It hurts when someone who erased your loneliness, leaves you.. and makes you feel the same as before




Shared on:- Poets Rally

- Slave -

Became a slave for solitude,

So profoundly, that,

Don’t desire to be left again in isolation. 

Posted under Haiku: Prompt #47-Slavery

- Idyllic Life -

Out of Solitude

Born are those thoughts

which made my life idyllic !!

P.S:- This post is filed under Haiku heights: Prompt #40 - Born

- The Dark side of Me -

The world says, “Don’t woe. Oh, please!”

I smile, I laugh, I tease.

I compromise with the people delimited by me

Because they are charmed with my agree.

But, deep inside my heart.. I feel incomplete

No one knows the unseen pain contained by me.

My heart sheds tears when someone mock

But, I act sportive and my feelings are given a block.

I’m happy ..

Because my dear ones want me to smile brightly :)

But, deep inside my heart.. I feel incomplete

No one knows the unseen pain contained by me.

I smile at my sad moments.

I dance in my room.

I sing at mid-nights.

I talk with the mirror.

But, deep inside my heart.. I feel incomplete

No one knows the unseen pain contained by me.

My dairy shares all my feelings which are deeper than a sea

My room’s four walls know the TRUE ME!

Anonymous said, “With the touch of love, everyone will become poet.”

But, I became a poetess out of  Solitude which is my favorite.

But, deep inside my heart.. I feel incomplete

No one knows the unseen pain contained by me.

 “JOJO” knows about my LONG cries

Pink pillow was drenched million times with the rain from my eyes.

I don’t like when people show pity or console when I’m sad.

Rather, I would prefer them to crack a joke and make me glad.

I look for a smiling child because that brings out the innocence in me

A true happy girl in ME.

Still, I feel incomplete.

Yeah, Few things look beautiful when they are incomplete and so me! :)

This smile can hide 1,00,00,000 tears!

- I'm a Princess -

I am a Princess…

To my tears which wet my eyes often

To my slumber land and my dreams

To my laughs which make me forget about the worries

To my parents who consider me as their beautiful doll…

I am a Princess…

In a fairytale, who faces hurdles to be success and happy.

In my own life which is so adventurous at times.

In a dreamland, where I order and people follow!

In my room, where I made rules for others…

I am a Princess…

For solitude, who treats me as a best friend.

For those people who care and love me!

For the only person who shares his life with me!

For the creator of this WORLD… who treats me as a piece of his beautiful creation!

Yes… am still a Princess, and just a Lonely Princess…

~ Madhumathi ~

I lost it...

I was never careless about the things which I love the most. I preserve them.. They cherish me with all the wonderful moments which I spent with them. But… Today I lost it!! I was so careless :’( . At 11:15 am.. it left me! Just after the maths exam. I love my “LOST THING” as much as Maths!

I searched it in college, class, my room, my college bag and everything which caught my eye sight! But I could not find it! I spent hours with it everyday. Till today, It is almost a whole of 365 days from which I treasured loadZz of sweet moments. . .

Sob.. Sob.. Sob.. :’(

It is not connected with me.. but my heart! Yes, now “I MISS MY MOBILE” badly, truly, terribly!!

My heart is crying and shouting “ I WANT IT BACK!!!”. My darling is now In some other’s hand! I hesitated to say that I LOST IT to my parents. But one of my close friends said “So, you want to hide this from those people, who purchased it for you?” Yeah! My brain is cheating me once again. It is instructing me to tell lies to get protected from my loved ones. I listened to my heart, It said “Yes, your friend is right.” And then, I shared it with my mom. She was totally annoyed and dumbstruck on how careless I was. I explained and she understood slowly. Thank-You Mom! Muahh!!

But now.. I’m STILL MISSING IT. The feeling is terrible!!

My hands are feeling empty! Then, one of my friend commented, “Then go, hold your book .. Its enough to make your hands fill.” Oh.. What a comment! I felt sad again..

Hmm.. I used to not study when it is with me. One day, I prayed to God “Force me to STUDY more…” . He is in action now!! He did his job. He is there to support my studies again and again. Thanx to GOD. Love him!

It hurts.. but I must learn again “LOVE IS ENOUGH!”. This is apt for everything. Let it be an object, a human or an animal!!

Last words to it : I miss you dear.. Thanx fo helping me to connect to this world! :)

P.S: It accompanied me every time when I felt Lonely!

- Lonely Princess -

Madhumathi - l0n3ly Princ3Ss. .
I <3 to be a l0n3ly Princ3Ss.. :)

My Love -- With you , For you !!

All the day long, I thought of you..

My heart says, “I love you”

When I see you, a smile appears..

And all worries in my heart disappears..

Unknowingly I fall into your thoughts of love..

My feelings are pure just as a dove..

When you hug me, I can feel the love you shower on me..

Which is deeper than a sea..

Even if there are no words to speak with you..

I enjoy the utter silence filled with love signals between me and you..

When you talk with me, I feel like listening to a love song..

When you walk with me, I feel there is a person to correct me when am wrong..

Dear, I lost me in your love..

Searching myself in the ocean called love..

Sometimes I think of you..

Sometimes I dream of you..

But, everytime “I love you”

You pass your love to me through a kiss..

I feel so proud that “I AM UR GIRL” and I bliss..

The days were toughest when I didn’t see you..

I felt soo happy.. The min’ I saw you..

Then, my heart suddenly shouts .. “I love you”.

You are the smile in my heart..

You bring music into my life..

Dear, “I love You”..

P.S. :- I still wonder the way you turned me as a love bird.. from a l0n3ly Princ3Ss..

~ Madhumathi

•₪Loneliness₪•

!!Loneliness Has Always Been My Frend!!

Being Alone is my nature ..
That's all my Culture..

My room is my world ..
Where I am always Bold ..

My heart feels the pain ..
When all my desires go in vain ..


I am searching for my freedom..
That's my dream kingdom !


Actually, I am gloomy ..
But, I prefer to be happy .. :)


~Madhumathi~