The Silence!

Oh God!! It’s been a very long time, ver very long time since I visited my own blog. If my blog were a person, it would never excuse me for neglecting it soo much! I’m so sorry my darling…

I miss my readers too! Probably, even they gave upon me for I’m not caring to write anything. To be honest, there are a pile of reasons for my neglect. I’ll tell you one by one.

I was having exams! That was the most terrible time in my life (last 6 months). I was never in such stress due to exams. However, I completed my boards in march and secured 84%. Isn’t it enough? Oh, its too much for me as I didn’t concentrate on boards. I was studying for competitive exams. I wrote my IIT exam in April. My center was in a local engg. College. It was a good location and I enjoyed nature there. I wrote the exam well, actually not upto the mark. It means I didn’t secure any rank in IIT. Then, I wrote my EAMCET in which I got 60,000+ rank. Then, AIEEE and BITS. I didn’t write them well. I disappointed my parents terribly. You have no idea how those situations changed me! Suddenly, I felt utter fuilt for my neglect towards studies. I agree that I did not show much interest in studies. I was just floating.

But, one can’t help it. I’m in my teens!! You can imagine my terrible mind, then. I have interest towards computers, so naturally I had a question mark of “Why should I study chemistry to pursue computer science in future?”. So, I neglected the whole subject! Of course, still I don’t understand it completely! That’s how Indian education is! As I said, one can’t help it.

Another reason for my silence is, I lost my love.

I joined in Osmania University, where I met people with whom I can talk as much as I can. They are all cheerful. I also joined in certification course for English in O.U. That’s making me a bright girl everyday! I’m slowly turning to extrovert. I’m also taking course in French language. Thus, I could get out of my despair.

So, these are the reasons for my not-being-available-on-blog.

I hope, my readers would come back again and visit often. I’m looking forward to write more!

P.S: I’m longing to be heard by people now-a-days (Seriously, I was never like this!). Hang on!

A bit of my life!

…She continued saying, “My life is too plain to live. Therefore, I complicate things. I’ve my own secret room, which explains every bit of my life. I took photographs of strangers and made an album. I make a vision of dark forests and wild animals. Change is inevitable; the dream within you is eternal…”

P.S: This post is filed under Bluebell books

-Flooded Thoughts-

Lost in thoughts

When I start my day,

I think of you...

'Cause, your thought;

makes me smile!

When am alone,

I think of you...

'Cause, you were the person;

who erased my loneliness, in the past.

When I smile,

I think of you...

'Cause, few years back;

You were the only reason for my smile!

When I cry,

I think of you...

'Cause, no one else is;

worth of my tears.

When I pray,

I think of you...

'Cause of the few memorable moments;

when am happy being with you.

When I sing or listen to a love song,

I think of you...

'Cause,every word in those lyrics;

reminds you!

When I listen to a fairy-tale,

I think of you...

'Cause, I imagine you and me;

in the place of Prince and Princess <3

When I end my day,

I think of you...

'Cause, your thought;

makes me smile all the way!

I'm flooded with your thoughts,

I feel both;

happy and sad!

~Waiting for you~

P.S: I wish, you read this!

- Lost Love -

I sit alone,

Thinking about you..

Not about the present.

Its about past, the person you were.

Who told me, “I will never make you feel alone”

Ironically, I’m sitting alone, thinking about you.

About the person... I love the most!

It’s wrong to expect,

About the things which you don’t deserve.

May be, ‘Love’ is not meant for a girl like ‘Me’.

I expected, you would keep that promise..

Simultaneously, I was afraid that you will leave me alone one day.

Now,

I just hope. I just wish.

I know… I won’t be alive forever.

But, dear.. My love for you is never dead!

My life would be beautiful..if you are in that.

I would be much happier, if am alive in your thoughts.

Am I alive?

I love you! Now and Forever <3

P.S: I hope, you would come back to me..And shower the same love.

Yes, I will be the happiest girl ever <3

P.P.S: I’m missing you like hell! <3-- I mean it!

- To Do -

Well, after a long time!

This is actually a random post.. about the things which I wanna do :D

In short, My ‘to-do list’ :)

May be.. we both have few common things in this! Lets see..how many of them match :)

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I want to go for a few lonely walks.

Take some pics.

Sit at the corner of lake and get lost in my own thoughts or imaginary world!

Smile at someone unknown.

Watch sun/sky for at least 15 mins.

Play with kids and make them laugh harder.

Help someone who’s dying for help.

Watch flying birds with binoculars.

Cry in the rain.

Touch the sea water with my feet.

Throw pebbles into water.

See a horror movie and scream and also curse the director.

Talk with an old friend who’s not in contact from 5 years.

Show my ‘love’ to the person whom I love the most and hug dem tight!

Buy a gift to the person whom I neva’ gifted.

Write a happy poem.

Live alone for a month!

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These things seems easy for many of you .. But, I'm eagerly waiting to clear my to-do list!

Bless me ! :)

So, How many .. ‘Same pinches’ I got? :P

Cheers ^_^

- Flaws -

Out of all flaws

I could find Hidden me;

Shaping myself in better way, bit by bit.

Posted under: Prompt #50 - Flaw

About me! :D

I’m tagged by Sri valli a.k.a Sparkly Angel :)

So, this post lets you to know more about me :D

Food: I’m not a food addict :) I mostly eat chapathi’s for breakfast and dinner.. and rice in the afternoon. My fav. Curry is stuffed brinjal :)

Color: I love many colors and change according to my taste .. currently in love with purple <3

Sports: I don’t play much. I like indoor games such as caroms and chess. For time pass I seldom play online games.

Dessert: I love pastries and ice-creams with choco-flavored :)

Artist/Singer/Brand: Well, I don’t have any particular ‘fav. Singer’ in my list…I love many songs.. btw currently I’m in love with this song: Taylor swift’s-mine

Pair of shoes: Anything! :D

Outfit: Only chudidhars and half-sarees, I prefer being traditional :)

Accessory: Yay! I love ear rings, bracelets, bangles and anklets! I have a huge collection of them :D

Fav place: I didn’t visit any tourist places yet. But, I love to visit Paris, Malaysia, Australia and Islands…

Hobbies: Chatting, Poetry, Blogging, Cooking, Watching TV, drawing, reading novels, Listening to music.

Beauty product: I apply lip balm to my lips and sun cream to my skin. I generally hate applying oil to my hair, but my mom forces and so I apply! That’s all :P

Snacks: Um.. biscuits, chocolates, atukulu .. mostly home-made snacks!

Movies: I love watching movies, any kind! :)

Tagging:- Chocolate lover, Binu Thomas, Prudhvi Joshi, Mohini, Nishana

Note: Whoever tagged here.. tell about yourself as I did on your space(blog) and tag back other fellow-bloggers! :)

First Award for my Blog!

Wowww!!! I’m really excited ..This is the first award I got for my blog! :)

Thanks to Nishana for choosing my blog as one among ‘Stylish Blogs’ :)

As per the rules, I should pass this award to few fellow bloggers and should reveal 7 random facts about ME! :D

1)   I have sound allergy! :-| If anyone makes noise beyond my ear could bare it..I’ll b annoyed and shout at them like a real MAD person! But, I enjoy songs even at highest volume :D ..

2)   Well..I day dream a lot.. I can be idle without doing any work for straight 24 hours!

3)   I’m a ‘Sleep Lover’. My record in sleeping was 13 hours 20 mins ! Uh! I enjoyed it!!

4)   I cannot discuss/sit/stare/talk with a person whom I ignore! I seriously want to slap if ‘that’ person tries to talk with me..and yell.. “Get the hell outta here!”

5)   I’m a person built with many secrets! I hide them even from my dear ones… Shhh!!

6)   I don’t believe in ghosts ..but I will be scared when my friends discuss about them at nights/days ..and I also enjoy watching ghost (kinda) movies..in big theatres and scream there itself! LOL!

7)   I love sleeping in the morning rather than at nights! *Yawwnn*

I’m passing this award to:-

Achyuth | Gv sparx | Chakoli | Mohini Puranik | Pramod Lohia | Subhrashis | Prateek | Gowthami | Sanjeetha Veni | Manasa Sriram :)

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Share seven things about yourself.

Spread the love and honor. Award recently discovered bloggers.

Contact these bloggers and tell them about the award.

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