Sunday Scribblings !

Upset with a friend of mine !

She: My life, My wish! Who are you to say?

Me: *Silence*

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What more could I talk when she declared everything with that sentence? I was trying to get her into right path by explaining. But, she just misunderstood! Totally!

Now, I wonder, if we are friends or enemies or just strangers!

It's December !

To,
December.


Your neighbour, November .. was sOo.. good to me! Except on Saturday's and Monday's.. because, you know.. I write exams on that days.. and get depressed for low marks.. but then, CHILL.. 'cause, I have few more weeks!! Other than that, I bunked college for few days. Went to movie. Had parties. Had late night calls and chats with friends. Also, had few dreamy days. Did shopping for my favourite things! Met a special person after 3 long months! 


It was sOo.. good last month! ♥


I hope, even you bring the same happiness.. ^_^


Loads love,
Madhumathi ♥


P.S: Happy December Readers! Thanks for reading this post! :)

- When am happy, I stay quiet! -

*Happy*

For many of us, there is an urge to explain our feelings in some or the other form. If it is me, then, I portray my feelings by writing few lines (which I call as poems :P ), drawing, playing keyboard or listening to music. Now-a-days, I stopped doing ALL this!!

The reason I found is, “ I'm happy! ”

I’m not able to write any happy poem. I’m not able to portray how happy I am through the drawings. I’m only listening to few songs which rarely connect to my mood. I’m just staying quiet and smiling all the time without trying to express how I feel.

But today, I felt like expressing how I often express when am ‘happy’. That is, staying calm and quiet! :)

If I visit the past and see how I expressed my sadness through poems.. I felt “Wow.. Now am better than the past!”

And, my blog is almost empty without my thoughts and feelings! Wish, I could write twice a week! :)

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With few efforts, I could write this poem :D

Do read :)

I'm smiling, without any pain in my heart.

I'm screaming, without any regrets in my life

I'm loving, without any expectations in back.

I'm sharing, without any fear of losing!

I'm laughing, as if sadness is scared of me!

I'm walking, as if ‘I don’t care about who rules this world!’

I'm so glad!, as if nothing is going to destroy my happiness!

Yes! I'm not surviving, I’m just living my life <3

In love with this world, this life, and myself! :)

So many reasons to smile!

Let it go!

Yes! It’s been 2 weeks since I stepped out of my house. I so wonder that how could I be in my room without even watching the sun completely!!

I missed those morning sun rays which touched my skin so gently and made me feel warmth. I missed the beautiful natural tunes sung by birds. I missed the carpet of fallen yellow flowers from the trees..

I enjoyed noticing new faces everyday during my way to college. I loved the smiles. I laugh at those people who run to their respective offices or schools or colleges, because they don’t have enough time! I used to love my lazy walks in the colony where I reside. I notice every new dress coming to the shop which is beside our apartments. Yeah, I loved watching galli-cricket everyday in the evening! A cup of tea by my mom when its raining, *WOW* , that’s the best feeling ever!!

Paanipuri is my favorite evening snack with my college mates! Burger in the restaurant beside my college was so yummy-yummy!! Watching a sunset during my evening walk was so pleasant! It’s a real treat to my eyes!

Clicking random pictures, watching birds with binoculars, lost in random thoughts, smiling to get back to myself, gossiping with mom, fighting for the TV remote with dad, chatting with friends, mid-night calls, poems, drawings, music … what not! Every small thing in my everyday life makes me so happy!!

So, why the hell should I hang on to just 2-3 reasons and cry all the time??

I totally agree that Life is a mixture of ‘thoda sa fun and thoda sa gham’ (Little fun and little woes)..

I bet, even you people have many small things in your life which makes you happy and smile all the time. Don’t worry about that one or two things which make you ruin all the happiness in your life..

I recently, heard a quotation saying, ‘There is a use of worrying a little about the problem which has solution.. but, what is the use if we worry about a problem which just doesn’t have any solution?’

Now, just take a chill-pill. Smile all the way! Have fun. We are humans.. not programmed machines :)

If I was not in my room for two continuous weeks, I wouldn't have known the importance of these lil' things in my life. 

By the way, I got back to my normal self, my simple and happiest life! <3

Think less, Act More

Try to think less, act more!

There was a conversation between my FB’s new friend and me.

He: What are your hobbies?

Me: Playing keyboard, blogging, poetry, pencil drawing, Photography and listening to music. Then, what are your hobbies?

He: Oh, nice :) . I’m not versatile like you. I play guitar, listen to music and PC Games.

Me: Oh yeah, I know that you are addicted to games by looking at your status updates.

He: I'm obsessed with them. Just like music, even games have the ability to stop thinking (too much!).

For a while, I continued chatting about few things which are under the sky. Then, I logged out and was walking into my room. Mom yelled at me to eat the lunch. But, I ignored her voice and closed the door! I was just thinking about “They have the ability to stop thinking(too much!)”, lying on my bed and holding my JOJO(doll) in my hands.

Yeah, you can guess it, I think too much! I day dream alott! Something about everything! Sometimes, I even don’t care about the important works that I have to finish. I still spend much of the time thinking! I don’t know what am going to get by that, except having many pending works!

Hmm… This thought made me to decide something this week, and I implemented it. Its working too! :)

I decided myself to concentrate on my thoughts ( that’s impossible to invigilate every thought but few! ) and try to work on things rather than just dreaming about them! ( I recognized this very lately, though I know it already. But, am happy.. at least I’ve known the truth ). I don’t wanna spend my time thinking and worrying about un-productive thoughts, my past, ugly truths, buried memories. I started to work on my ‘present’ to make it the happiest moment :)

Though, its hard to stop thinking at once, I wish I could reduce time on that.

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I started my week with this blog post and a cup of tea!

I wish you have a great week ahead!

Cheers ^_^

Six Word Saturday

Lazy and Dreaming all the way !

Yeah, All this week.. I was staying at home and absolutely doing nothing!

But, with my mom's compel .. I somehow managed myself to study for few hours :D

The thing which I liked in this week was.. Sleeping for as many hours as I wish, and dreaming whatever I can about my future!

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I hope, everyone had a great weekend! :)

- To Do -

Well, after a long time!

This is actually a random post.. about the things which I wanna do :D

In short, My ‘to-do list’ :)

May be.. we both have few common things in this! Lets see..how many of them match :)

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I want to go for a few lonely walks.

Take some pics.

Sit at the corner of lake and get lost in my own thoughts or imaginary world!

Smile at someone unknown.

Watch sun/sky for at least 15 mins.

Play with kids and make them laugh harder.

Help someone who’s dying for help.

Watch flying birds with binoculars.

Cry in the rain.

Touch the sea water with my feet.

Throw pebbles into water.

See a horror movie and scream and also curse the director.

Talk with an old friend who’s not in contact from 5 years.

Show my ‘love’ to the person whom I love the most and hug dem tight!

Buy a gift to the person whom I neva’ gifted.

Write a happy poem.

Live alone for a month!

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These things seems easy for many of you .. But, I'm eagerly waiting to clear my to-do list!

Bless me ! :)

So, How many .. ‘Same pinches’ I got? :P

Cheers ^_^

Unsent Letter to my 'Best Friend' : Day 1

Dear Shashi Rekha,

                                    I miss you! The first impression I had on you was “Mindless moron!” I’m sorry for that. You were over-reacting towards other classmates and so I formed that false impression on you! I never ever tried to talk with you as I felt that I don’t need any help from you! I cursed and scolded whenever I see you in the class just because of your “over-excitement” on everything. In that old school days, I never thought I would miss you so badly!

                                    One day, I had a fight with two of my bench-mates. They were bullying me. They also started talking and spreading rumors about me to others (the thing which I hate the most!). So, I needed to shift my place from 3^rd bench to 5^th bench, in which you were sitting alone that day. I still remember my despise feeling for sitting beside you. But, you were giving a smile at me whenever I saw you. Thanks for that. It really made me ‘stay cool’ after that ‘stupid fight’. From that day onwards, I tried to understand your nature, your behavior, your patience, your intelligence, your hard work and the reason behind your smile which makes sure that everything is ‘perfect’. In short, you became my best friend with whom I can be myself. Then, I never had a ‘big fight’ with you except those ‘hilarious silly fights!’ … because I understand you totally. I always feel a ‘sister-hood’ relationship between you and me. I’m now cherishing all our school days. Silly comments on teachers. Pranks on others. Confused looks. Tensed feelings during ‘exam results’. Excitement over ‘annual parties’. I really enjoyed being with you. I never told all these feelings towards you to anyone, including you! You know, I’m a shy girl! But, a smile from you makes me comfortable which says “I can understand even if you don’t show your love towards me, after all am your friend baby…”:)

                                    I’m really feeling sad as now I’m not able to contact you through my mobile. I did not get any response for my message to you from past few days. I even phoned, but no one is answering.

                                    Hope, you message me one day. Till then, keep smiling baby…I love you and I miss you.

XOXO

~Madhumathi 

P.S:- This post is filed under 30-Day challenge

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I started to take this challenge on my personal interest, as I love Challenges!

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- Wasted Money -

Well, It’s been a long time since I blogged something random. So, here I am again!

Now-a-days, I’m bit (actually a lot!) lazy, un-interested, frustrated, anxious and bored!(Did I mention everything, ah no! I must have missed some more bad emotions!).

Another reason for not blogging is, “I didn’t get any topic” (I’m yelling this from many days!!!!!)

So, I got one now. Here it is --> “Wasted money” .

In general, we waste our money everyday..(at least a rupee!). Here is the question put by Ms. Radio Jockey(I listen to Radio everyday, and she gave me this idea! Actually, she was asking this question to her listeners. But, I’m blogging it! :D ).

Question: Did you ever waste your money in the worst way?

Me: Thinking… Thinking… Thinking…

“Yes, I wasted money many times, you know what? Actually, a million times! I must have wasted my money in a range of ways.” I told her, though she wont hear me because I didn’t call her. I was just talking with her from my room :D :P

I made a list of them!

1) I still remember my childhood day, I was sent to near by shop by mom to bring a milk packet for our guests. She gave me two 5 rupee coins, and the milk packet costs 7 rupees at that time. I gave him two of my 5 rupee coins before he handed me the milk packet. I took the milk packet after 2 minutes, and gave a return step to my house. But, he stopped me and asked for 2 more rupees. I told, “I gave na?”

He told, “No, you didn’t. Don’t be a liar! Give back that milk packet!” and he snatched it from my hands. Guess what? I was not crying, but angry on him for being so careless towards his customers. I wasted 5 rupees because of his carelessness. I shouldn’t have given that money before he could hand the milk-packet!

2) One day, I was shopping for jeans (I don’t spend much time shopping!) with my mom. I hurriedly selected a dress which was good for me. It was pricing 1000/-.

After going home, I tried that dress. It was OK-OK types. Then, I never wore that dress but only twice! I didn’t know what, but that dress made me un-comfortable whenever I wore that. I pushed it away to some corner in my almirah. My mom was scolding me for not wearing that and nearly yells at me for wasting “1000 Rs.” For that “Un-comfortable dress”!! I again wasted!

3) I also purchase many accessories (which girls tend to do it always!) and I end up using them for only few days! :(

4) I waste money on things which increase ‘calories’ in my body! Ahh!! :(

5) I waste money on purchasing books (related to studies) but never study them! You know, I really don’t touch them but only few times! And those books costs nearly 500/- to700/-

6) I’m very impatient at times! I don’t wait for my daily bus to come, which charges only 6 rupees to reach my college. For that, I waste 48 rupees by going in an Auto!!

Even though, I know few things charge me so much… I tend to do them! I waste more and more and more money daily…!! I really don’t want to waste my father’s salary in such silly ways! But, hope I will reduce these things slowly. Finally, one day… I’ll b the most careful person to spend money :)

So, meanwhile… did you think of how much money you waste everyday?

Just think!

- A Rainy Day! -

My mom was feeding me in the afternoon. Brinjal curry was so tasty.. ;) and it’s the only time I get to talk with my mom. I was telling about my college lecturers and funny incidents that took place on that day! She was listening patiently and laughing at my jokes .. :P (Love You Mom!!) After few mins.. I ended my lunch with curd rice. Mom kissed on my forehead and I smiled :)

I got back to my room, closed the door and opened windows for fresh air. Started searching for a book to read, but a cool gentle wind touched me. My hair was dancing on my face. I smiled again! :). The whether was changing from hot sunny afternoon to cool and refreshing late afternoon! I loved the climate. Took my mobile and went to balcony  to enjoy the cool breeze.. I closed my eyes and was listening to the songs played on Radio.. and lost in all good thoughts! After few mins, a drop from the sky has fallen on my hand. I felt the gentle touch of nature .. and was back to my senses. I observed that it was raining!

“Vidyaaaa… It’s raining! Get the clothes from balcony..!! I have some work to do here.” Mom yelled from kitchen.

“Haan.. ok amma.. But I want a cup of tea!”

“Sure.. baby!”

“Thanks mom!” and I grinned :D

Yeah, I love to have a cup of tea in this chilling evening!

I collected all the clothes and placed them on my bed. Then, again I got my headset and listened to the songs. Mostly romantic and melody songs were played according to the wish of listeners!

Meanwhile, mom got me the cup of tea and I went back to balcony to watch and enjoy the rain. I observed many things…

Children aged less than 10 years were playing “galli” cricket. After 2 overs, even an uncle joined them and started playing. I also heard other few children were shouting a rhyme, “Rain..Rain..Go away! Come again another day!”. That made me nostalgic. Aunties who wore colored sarees were confined to their usual talks in that evening. Students of 7^th – 10^th classes were going to tuitions carrying colored umbrella’s in their hands… and I completed my tea with the last sip tasting like honey… ( Umm… I love that feeling!)

Rain drops are slowly fading away leaving behind the cool breeze…

What a beautiful evening it was! I loved every feeling! Thanks to God :)

By the way, here is the list of things which I love to do while its raining:-

1)      Want to eat pani puri catching a purple colored umbrella and also dressed in purple color “chudidhar”.

2)      Should watch a horror movie alone in my house.. closing all the windows and doors.

3)      Eat an ice-cream which is chocolate flavored.

4)      Should get drenched in the rain in white dress!

5)      Walk in the beach with my partner beside me…

That’s all for now! Rain… made my day :) Wow!

- A day ended with Burger -

While am browsing on net, yesterday in the evening at 3:30 pm.. dad was asking me whether I would like to have an eye-check up or not. As usually, I said NO! ( Arghhh… I hate going out in the evening!). My mom interrupted our conversation and forced me to say “Yes” , because she wants to go out and do shopping! Yeah, I agreed on one condition, i.e. , she should take me to a restaurant(It was almost 2 months that I didn’t visit any restaurant because of my exams). She agreed with a SIGH! We started from our house exactly at 4:15pm. All my thoughts were revolving around the restaurant … “Um.. what should I order ? Chicken burger or Black forest pastry? Chicken leg or Chicken bread roll?

And yeah, we finally reached the hospital and met the doc’. There was no change in my eye-sight. Yay!! I was happy for that. Guess what?! I have an eye-sight of 7.5 and its a myopia :D :P. That’s because of watching TV. In my childhood .. I use to maintain approximately 20 cm distance between me and TV! :O hehe !!

After that.. my mom was finally done with her shopping.. and I was waiting to go to my favorite restaurant named “Woodlands”.  I love the atmosphere there, calm and peace! I was checking the list of items…( It took almost 5-7 minutes to give an order!) umm… and then I ordered a chicken burger. Mom ordered 2 chicken leg pieces. 

 “Why two?”

“One for me and another for you!”

Oh .. my mom was extra sweet ! I yelled “Thank-You MOM!!” with a big smile :D

I don’t know how many calories I consumed that evening .. but the taste was soo.. Yummy!! It was a ‘Tasty Evening’ for me!

My day ended with a burger! I’m lovin’ it! (McDonald’s Tag line :P)

* Small things in my life make me sOo.. happy :) *

-- Am I living?? --

Today, I got busy browsing on internet. I was reading few short stories and poems on one of my friend’s blog. Just peeping into their world makes my brain shift from a hectic schedule of studies. Actually, I have math’s exam tomorrow. Remembering this, I started looking for model papers on few educational sites. Then, the calling bell has rung. It was my father; He has diff. style in ringing the bell. Even I follow the same! That ring makes me conscious, and I close all other windows on desktop except that educational sites. I pretend as if am seriously searching for information. He doesn’t like me to see browse on net for long time. So, I stopped pretending before him and shut down the PC. I was walking into my room and my mom gave a glance at me which says “Go, study now!” and even I have thrown a glancing reply at her which says “Yeah mom yeah! I’m going.”

I usually close my room door whenever I feel like studying. But now, I closed the door for writing something other than studies. When am walking into my room, I asked myself “Am I actually living?? What do I mean by ACTUAL??” Then, I started having few random thoughts.

Since 3 days I’m at home. What did I do? I was studying for exams, trying many ways to get traffic to my blog, watching news on current issues, commenting on TV anchors, listening music, eating my favorite food, dreaming a lot, writing poetry, chatting with friends, observing the surrounding and finally sleeping!

Shall I call this as actual living? If it is, why do I get a question on Living? It is definitely something more than this… What is it?

Is it helping poor in my leisure time? Is that knowing more information from books? Is it spending time for achieving goals? Being happy every time is called living? Taking few hours for other and helping them in their work? What is it, actual living??

Why did I get this question into my brain? Because, I don’t have any work? Or I don’t have any interest in tomorrow’s math’s exam? NO! It is because I want to know something about LIFE! Let me check my knowledge again!

According to me Human being has 3 stages of life. As a child, as a teenager and as an adult.

For a child, what is actual life? Most of the children don’t like to go school and study the uninteresting topics there. They love to play and get pleasure from playing all the day. Is that life to them? They get scolding from parents because of playing or watching Television. Then, they scold their parents in return or innocent kids start crying themselves. But few other children question themselves why parents are scolding me? They start searching for an answer. They may get an answer or may not! But their thinking is different from others. Shall I call it as LIFE? Being different from others. Being thinking various things without hurting themselves by crying or hurting others by their words. Hmm…

For me, when I was a child, I loved learning things by myself! My teachers taught me what they should and I started exploring from that point. My parents guided in their own way and I started learning in my own way!! So, that was my life when am a child.

As a teenager. Whom do u call teens? They are those people who are stuck between thirteen and nineteen. See the word ‘teen’ while pronouncing. Adults actually fear about them. They have a notion that we people wantedly go and select the wrong path. But why do we actually do it? Why do we ruin ourselves? Hmm… I admit that few teenagers do that because of lack of knowledge about the things which they are doing!! It’s not the mistake of people who tried to teach them about life. It’s not the mistake of parents or teachers! Then, what made them to go on wrong paths?? (I actually dunno the answer as I didn’t chose that path. But, I saw people going on that path) So, I can say that, they get pleasure in what they are doing. They constantly think that “I’m enjoying my life!”, “My life! My rules!” etc,. few other quotes which they actually call it as Attitude. I wonder, what they know about their LIFE!?!

And now, for me as I’m a teenager of age 16, I have faced many strange things in my life. I created problems by myself and solved them again!(To know about how extent I could solve a real life problem!!). I betrayed people for my own cause. I re-gained the trust in all the ways I could! And sometimes I failed to do so! I observe many things in my life! My fellow teens say “You actually act beyond your age, buddy!”. I smiled at them. That was my reply :D. I have a habit of knowing about others life’s and then I started using social networking sites! And I’m successful in learning many different things by connecting to this world!! Is this LIFE to me? Huumm… I’m still searching!

Now, coming to adults! The most important stage of LIFE according to me! They think that they have LIMITS in everything they do! Why follow limits when you are going to do something good? They first think about their family and then about themselves and then comes the topic of “Society”! Yeah, I agree that they have a lot to balance in their lives. But do they take pause from all these things? At least for one day? What really LIFE meant for them? I could actually figure out that, they lived their half LIFE!! Did they form any definition for life? Let me know…

Hm… I’m still searching about what life is… Few say that LIFE is about enjoying little things which they come across everyday! LIFE, itself got many definitions! It is different for different people because they see it in their own views!

Here ends my topic! Sorry, for making you to listen my brain’s random thoughts on LIFE. But, its my time to share something which I felt! I actually opened my Maths text book and solving problems. Thanks a ton for reading. Before leaving this site, ask yourself what LIFE is??

And give a comment in your own way…

Let me learn from you… :)

~Madhumathi~

- Mugging up -

‘Mugging up’ is a term used to describe a person memorizing everything without knowing the meaning of what he’s reading. But unfortunately, the meaning of the term has been [like numerous other words] over- extended to indicate the act of any sincere, hard-working guy sitting and trying to learn for the next day’s big exam.

Its high-time for Exams! Students force themselves to study for better ranks. All the day long, they mug-up the dry matter from the text books. Why should we mug-up? Why can’t we just remember them at the first glance? Did Einstein Mug-up? If no, then how did he become genius? Who taught him all those things? Why studies are so hard to us?

Yes, there are endless questions buzzing in the minds of children. Now-a-days, students are given IIT coaching, medical coaching at their very small age. Guess what? They started giving courses right from the class 6!! I really wonder, what would they do with the equations like E = mc² and x+iy=z, which are proved to be COMPLICATED themselves. Why teachers still concentrate on teaching theory? There is theory like an ocean for every subject. Why don’t they make films on particular important chapters, as they make Spiderman and Harry potter??

Are you really aware of this?? Our brain understands the language of pictures… So, why students are forced to mug-up after knowing the fact?? My question is simple… If what you are going to learn is not going to stay in your head, then what’s the use of learning?

I pity the educational system which is now running in few countries.

Yes, I know.. they are taking steps on this matter. But still, I could find a very less schools and colleges adopted it. Because of the fear of money and few other problems..

When I grow up, I hope this system changes. Every child must be introduced to practicality. They must be opened to their CREATIVE SIDE ! They should choose their career by themselves without having any confusion. In fact, “Today’s children are Tomorrow’s citizens.” ;)

Let’s hope for a better change in a student’s life!!

Good Luck for your Exams! :)

I lost it...

I was never careless about the things which I love the most. I preserve them.. They cherish me with all the wonderful moments which I spent with them. But… Today I lost it!! I was so careless :’( . At 11:15 am.. it left me! Just after the maths exam. I love my “LOST THING” as much as Maths!

I searched it in college, class, my room, my college bag and everything which caught my eye sight! But I could not find it! I spent hours with it everyday. Till today, It is almost a whole of 365 days from which I treasured loadZz of sweet moments. . .

Sob.. Sob.. Sob.. :’(

It is not connected with me.. but my heart! Yes, now “I MISS MY MOBILE” badly, truly, terribly!!

My heart is crying and shouting “ I WANT IT BACK!!!”. My darling is now In some other’s hand! I hesitated to say that I LOST IT to my parents. But one of my close friends said “So, you want to hide this from those people, who purchased it for you?” Yeah! My brain is cheating me once again. It is instructing me to tell lies to get protected from my loved ones. I listened to my heart, It said “Yes, your friend is right.” And then, I shared it with my mom. She was totally annoyed and dumbstruck on how careless I was. I explained and she understood slowly. Thank-You Mom! Muahh!!

But now.. I’m STILL MISSING IT. The feeling is terrible!!

My hands are feeling empty! Then, one of my friend commented, “Then go, hold your book .. Its enough to make your hands fill.” Oh.. What a comment! I felt sad again..

Hmm.. I used to not study when it is with me. One day, I prayed to God “Force me to STUDY more…” . He is in action now!! He did his job. He is there to support my studies again and again. Thanx to GOD. Love him!

It hurts.. but I must learn again “LOVE IS ENOUGH!”. This is apt for everything. Let it be an object, a human or an animal!!

Last words to it : I miss you dear.. Thanx fo helping me to connect to this world! :)

P.S: It accompanied me every time when I felt Lonely!

~ A random day ~

On a random morning, I was struggling to get up from bed as it is cozy and warmth which indirectly says “If u feel comfortable, sleep more!”. But one of my ear hears, ‘Get up! U want to sleep for whole 24 hrs? Its too late now! Go … Brush now.!, a voice from mother. Better I call it as shouting. Yeah, then I get up and brush.

Guess what I would be thinking while brushing?... “Another day of my life to make my teeth whiten.. using this chemicals filled toothpaste. I wonder what will happen new today!” and then I smile and have my bath. “Now eat and go!” Mom shouts while I sit in front of the mirror waiting for her to comb my hair. “Oh! So, you wanted me to get up from the bed so early to make me go out of house?”, I wanted to say but I didn’t.

In the bus stop, rather a crowded place in the morning.. I see many new faces everyday like more than 20 or 30.. and others are the same old faces. Few watch me.. but of course don’t talk with me. I wonder what they would be thinking while watching me everyday in the same place? He he.. Strange to think about a stranger. And Yeah, I think about ‘em a lot! Many random things.. though!

Pleasant air in the morning makes me smile, and I board same bus everyday. I see the same people boarding the bus! Now my brain asks, “Do they remember me when I grow big and show up on a TV channel giving an interview?”. Oh that may be silly! Lolz..

With all that random thoughts, when I reach to college.. I find a group of students discussing many topics which are under the sky except studies! :P “Hmm…” I take a sigh and go to my reserved bench which I call “ BBB – Best Back Bench”. I write not only on books but also on my bench. Hehe.. Sometimes it acts as my scrapbook! I find few of  my lecturers are quite good or I can call better in dumping the knowledge to our small system called BRAIN! Oh, let me tell they feel relaxed  when they fill our brains with all that dry matter.. I feel “Why do we need to study like OIL FLOATS ON WATER, PLANT A TREE AND WE GET OXYGEN, GEOMETRY, this and that.. to make a better life? Oh, whatever let’s study now!”. Look, I’m studying now!..

Thank-God I made few friends to make my brain relax! They make me laugh and smile with few good and silly jokes! Each n every class has at least one funniest character! I got many of them in our class :D Ha ha!!

And at 7:00 pm I’m back to my house! My mom feeds me everyday night thinking that I would be tired by reaching home then. Yeah of course, I am.. Don’t you think?

You know what? I will be reading newspaper while the day will end in 5 hours! So funny to me!

Now, I will be switching on to my books to get rank or good marks to make myself stop thinking about non-sense. Books are useful for that. And I end my day at 12’O clock dreaming about my future! Thanks to God.. for giving me Past,Present and Future!!..

~ Madhumathi ~